Sunshine and Roses: ~Bad News~

On a somber note, I saw this with regret...my cat Chloe is gone :( Someone here let her outside and she wondered off and got lost. She was never ever an outside cat, at all. So she naturally got lost whenever she wondered off. I bet she just kept walking, trying to find her home. I put lost signs up of her all over the neighborhood, with no avail. I haven't saw her for two weeks and I'm just so heartbroken over it. The worst part is wondering if she is dead or suffering. Or if she suffered at all. The only thing that gives me hope is hope that she found someone who wanted her and is taking care of her. Although it would upset me because they won't give her back or let my know they have her, I would be happy that she is ok. I hate to think of my little angel suffering. She was so sweet and I always called her beautiful, because she was. I miss her so much. Now, after two weeks, tears still run down my cheeks when I think about it. I love my pets almost as much as I love humans. They are often worthy of more love than humans and they are more loyal than any human I've ever met. If by any chance I ever find her, I don't know if I will ever let her out of my arms. I know wherever she is, or sadly, wherever she might have spent her last moments, that she was wondering where I was and why I haven't saved her. The truth is that I've done everything I can to find her. I posted on every local lost animal website I could find, I put up posters, I let the shelters know, I scoured the neighborhood looking for her and shaking her treats. I didn't sleep for days after she went missing because I felt like I needed to be doing something to find her. If I had known then that I would be sitting here two weeks later without her, I wouldn't have believed it. I really thought I was going to find her. As hard as it is to see pictures of her, I want to put some up because I know I'll never forget her. She loved to talk, always meowing and rolling around happily.